Showing posts with label euthanasia. Show all posts
Showing posts with label euthanasia. Show all posts

Tuesday, November 6, 2012

Horses and Loss

There are many wonderful things about having a retirement farm but there is definitely one major downside, saying goodbye to horses you have come to know and love.  Whenever a resident passes on we are always asked by an owner of at least one other horse in the group how the horses left behind are handling the loss.

Without exception the horses have always handled it just fine.  In fact they usually act like nothing has happened.  This is because we have what we call the power of group living.  The response from the horse(s) left behind would be quite different if a group of 2 or 3 horses lost a member.  In that situation a significant part of their herd, and in the case of 2 horses the only part of their herd, is now gone.  Horses derive their comfort and security from their herd, and we humans sometimes like to forget that our horses are hardwired to be herd animals.

Often people seem bothered when we tell them the other horses act like nothing changed, especially if it is a horse that their horse was particularly friendly with.  Another thing we humans really want is for our horses to respond like we would.  When my father passed a few weeks ago I did not move on like nothing had happened, in fact I am still overwhelmingly sad.  This is a very different response than the horses have to the loss of a herd mate.  To some people when they realize their horses are not reacting this way we think of them as uncaring or mean.  Expecting the horses to have a human response, and then passing judgement on them when they do not, is so unfair to the horses.

Sometimes the other members of the herd are fully aware of what happened.  If a horse is euthanized at the farm then we try to make sure their herd mates know their friend has passed.  On several occasions we have made the decision to euthanize a resident when they are at the vet clinic.  Obviously in this scenario the other herd members do not know what is happening.  However it has never mattered which set of circumstances applied as the reaction has always been the same, the herd members left behind move on like nothing happened.    

Several years ago we had two retired polo ponies, Lacy and Harmony, make the trip to our farm from Canada.  These two mares had had the same owner and lived together for something like sixteen years.  They had been retired for a couple of years prior to moving to our farm and they lived in a paddock with each other, never being separated for any reason, for a couple of years. When they traveled on the trailer from Canada to Tennessee they rode together in the same box stall.  Any time they needed to be stalled they had to be put in the same stall.  If there was a physical barrier between them they both flipped out.  They always had to be led in and out from the pasture together, see the farrier at the same time, etc.  Their owner described them as hysterically bonded and that was a very accurate description.  

After joining us for retirement they of course joined a group of retirees.  They had been living with their group for about 18 months when Lacy passed away.  One morning she did not come for breakfast.  Everyone else had come, including Harmony, and were eating like normal.  Lacy was found towards the back of the pasture where it appeared she had fallen over dead from a heart attack (Lacy was in her late 20's).  After 16 years of being hysterically bonded and flipping out about any level of separation Harmony stood there eating breakfast like she didn't have a care in the world.  Just like that she moved on and happily lived several more years.

If that same scenario had played out in the paddock in Canada with just Lacy and Harmony living together I am 100% certain that Harmony's response would have been vastly different because she did not have the security of the herd.  We've seen several other examples like this through the years where one horse loses what appears to be his or her BFF.  Without any drama or stress they simply move on and pick a new BFF.

The way horses cope with loss is one of the most powerful reminders to me that they are horses and not people.  When they are allowed to live in a group environment - as they are hard wired to do - they deal with loss just fine.  They are also the perfect example of what a strong social support system can do for you in a time of need.

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Norman and Silky


Lily and Traveller


Leo and Levendi


Thomas and Homer


Baby, Moe and Trigger


Hemi


Stormy and Rampal


Fabrizzio


Walden

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Moving Forward

It goes without saying that this has not been a good week. We all miss Trillion a lot, and the days feel wrong from the start without him standing there waiting for me first thing every morning. However life does go on both for the humans and the horses.

To that end there were a couple of relevant comments made in the post about Trillion (all of your kind comments were very much appreciated, they really do give your spirits a lift). One was that this must be one of the worst parts about having a retirement farm. Truer words could not be spoken. As Kate said in her comment, every horse has to leave us at some point. We go through this more than once each year. Many of the retirees here are young and retired due to injury, but of course there is an aging population here as well. When you have a high number of horses in their 20's and early 30's death is inevitable. It is also inevitable with younger horses retired due to injury as quality of life issues usually come into play at some point. To be really frank, it gets worse every time. After the first time you know what to expect and what is coming. You know how hard it will be, and making the decision to euthanize an animal is something that does not come easily to Jason or to me. Feeling like I am playing God is not something that I enjoy.

I experience the same aftermath each time. The sadness, the feeling of loss, reliving your decisions trying to be sure you made the right ones. I can truthfully say I don't think we have ever made the wrong choice when it comes to euthanasia. However the most lingering effect for me is the paranoia. When you are surrounded by a happy, healthy horses every day it is easy to get lulled into a sense of complacency thinking that nothing will change and they will all live forever. Then something happens such as with Trillion to remind me of how fast things can change. Now tiny things send me into an instant panic. For example, this morning when I was feeding one of the groups Snappy wasn't standing at the gate waiting. I think my heart rate immediately shot up to like 180 or something as I thought "Oh my gosh he isn't here, something has happened, I can't deal with this again . . . " I ready myself for a frantic search for Snappy only to realize he is standing behind one of the hay feeders, partially blocked from sight, happily eating hay. It will take awhile for the paranoid, somewhat irrational responses like that to subside.

Someone asked about how the horses handle it and the effect on herd dynamics. For the other horses left behind when one of their herd members passes it is quite painless for them. The herd hierarchy doesn't really change. Trillion was the alpha in his group so everyone simply moved up a spot, no drama at all. One of the mares retired with us, Harmony, originally travelled to us from Canada with another horse, Lacy. Harmony and Lacy had the same owner and these two horses had lived together for something like 15 years. They were VERY bonded to each other. They made the trip from Canada sharing a box stall in the trailer. They had to share a stall together in the barn. Being physically separated from each other was cause for major hysteria. The only way they could come in the barn was to be led in together, and they had to be put in cross ties looking directly at each other or put in the same stall. However when Lacy passed away Harmony never missed a beat. She moved on with her herd and never looked back, we were genuinely shocked at how easy it was for Harmony to move on. It has been two years and Harmony just picked another herd member to become hysterically bonded with. I think that is the advantage of living in a group instead of just with 1 or maybe 2 companions.

I guess the summary of all of that rambling is that it is a lot harder on the humans than the horses when death happens. Well, what a downer of a post. I hope everyone has a nice weekend. I am hoping for extremely quiet and uneventful around here.

Harmony and MyLight


Chance

Elfin and Leo

Homer and Ivan

Winston and Trillion :(

Lucky, Lightening and Clay (Slinky is hiding behind Clay)


Ivan and Thomas

Dustin

Teddy, O'Reilly and Snappy

Missy, Harmony and Cuff Links

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Dealing With Death And Euthanasia

Another post written mainly by Jason with some input from Melissa:

Someone asked another good question in the comments a couple of posts back, about how we handle death on the retirement farm. It is a good question that is hard to answer in a few sentences, and it is something that anyone contemplating starting a retirement farm needs to think over thoroughly. As many of you know, I grew up on a working farm in Ontario, Canada and I learned very early that death is an integral part of a life’s journey…as important to the overall cycle…actually, maybe MORE important to the overall cycle…than is birth itself. Treating our charges with respect when they are here with us is at least as important (and a lot more productive, functional and positive) than worrying endlessly about how or when it is going to be their time. Anyone contemplating running a farm involving livestock or horses HAS to be fully aware that death is a real possibility and fully okay with what will happen when the situation presents itself. We thought long and hard about how death was likely to show it’s face on our farm, and perhaps more importantly, we thought about what we were going to do about it BEFORE the first horse got off the truck.

Death for the charges at our farm can/could/does come in basically four forms:

Old age
Serious/unrecoverable injury
Disease
Owner’s financial considerations

Old age is the one we deal with most often, and in many ways it’s the easiest one to handle. While there is some possibility that one will walk out in the pasture and simply find what was yesterday a healthy horse dead at morning chore time, life is seldom that simple. This has happened to us only once. More often than not at some point during the process of physical shutdown, and always with the owner's blessings, we mercifully intervene and hasten on the inevitable. In our opinion death by old age is too often a slow, tedious process, and we monitor a variety of quality of life situations to determine when and if our intervention is needed. Letting an animal suffer on for days or weeks when quality of life is seriously compromised in order that it have a “natural” death IS animal abuse in our book.

Serious unrecoverable injuries are rare…in fact to date we've never had this happen, but it sure COULD happen at any time. Triage in the field would be step one. Step two may involve calling the vet for treatment or euthanasia. If the animal is injured so severely that in our opinion treatment is futile, instant euthanasia by gunshot is the last option. We recognize the reality that although the owners clearly care a lot about their horses (hence their first class retirement with us) we sure don’t fault them for not wishing to spend thousands of dollars for a potentially poor outcome on an aged or permanently lame horse. When it's possible to do so, we honour their requests for either treatment or euthanasia and when they aren't available, we use our judgement combined with the instructions they provided us in our board contract.

We struggle with when to end an animals’ life due to untreatable, progressive disease more than we do all the others combined. It is never easy to know when it is the correct time to euthanize an animal suffering from progressive disease. Here again though, we use quality of life measures as our guide. Some of the questions we ask ourselves involve things that are relatively easy to quantify. Some examples would be is the animal able to eat unimpeded, is it holding weight, is it moving relatively freely? There are also other questions that are harder to quantify but very necessary. Some examples of these would be how “bright” does the horse look, is it taking interest in its normal activities? Usually when some combination of the easy and difficult questions come back negative over a few days, it is time for a final consult with the owners. During this time we also provide pictures and videos to allow the owners to have good visuals and to see what we are seeing.

In a perfect world, one would never have to euthanize an otherwise healthy animal for financial reasons. However, the world we live in is not perfect. We have only dealt with this situation once. Our client was very forthright about the dramatic change in her financial situation due to some unforeseen personal circumstances. Her horse was young, had an injury that he would never recover from, and we all felt like it would be playing russian roulette with his future to try and give him away as a companion. The option of humane euthanasia was wisely chosen by his owner and we supported her choice. It was not an easy or a feel good decision, but Melissa and I strongly felt it was the best decision for the horse.

We have had more than one retiree come to us after the companion route was tried first. Usually the first companion home works out well for however long it lasts. But then someone decides why support the useless horse when I could have a companion horse I could also ride? So these horses (2 different horses in 2 different states) were given away again, and life went downhill quickly. They were respectively in body condition scores of 2 and 3 when they arrived here. Had good samaritans not intervened in each case and tracked down the former owners the horses would have died a miserable, slow death of starvation. They were already well on their way. After these experiences it made it much easier to support the euthanasia option. There are fates much worse than a humane death for a horse, especially a permanently unrideable, young horse who was now going to be dependent on complete strangers to continue to support him for many more years.

Although it has yet to happen there is the possibility that a client will just flat out stop communicating with us and stop paying their bills. Should this ever happen I promise that I will waste very little patience on these people. In my opinion this action by the owner places us in the unfair and unacceptable position of having to decide the fate of THEIR animal due to THEIR poor decision making. Because this farm is run as a business (it is our primary livelihood) and because it does not operate on unlimited funds, we can’t make exceptions for bad owners, even when their horses are great. When their board money runs out and when repeated attempts to contact them fail, our board contract allows us to euthanize the animal(s) in question. I hope we are never put in this situation but if we are we will be forced to euthanize the horse(s). We cannot jeapordize our ability to care for the horses of our paying customers by supporting a horse that has been abandoned.

The retirees here have no inherent value on the market, they are retired for a reason, so selling them to another home is not a viable option. I am sure we will be told we are horrible people for taking this approach, but in my mind it would be the only responsible decision in this situation. I hope we never have to face this and in all honesty I cannot imagine any of our owners putting us in that situation. Many of you are probably thinking that instead of euthanasia in such a situation that we should try to dump the horse on a rescue. If you have ever been involved in animal rescue of any kind you will know that all rescues are strapped for space, time, volunteers, and most of all money.

Methods of Euthanasia

We STRONGLY PREFER to call a vet out to administer humane euthanasia via an overdose of barbiturate with a needle. It is quick, clean, inexpensive (and painless insofar as we can tell) for the animal in question.

There is the possibility of situations where suffering is severe and calling a vet is not going to get the job done quickly enough. We feel that death administered by a well placed bullet in the head is a viable alternative. Thankfully this is another scenario we have never had to deal with on this farm and I hope we never have to deal with it. However, I have certainly had to shoot sick or injured cows and calves at times in the past on my farm in Ontario, and I am competent to do so.
For those who argue that guns have no place in our civilized society, I would argue back that on a working farm a gun is at times as necessary a tool as a shovel or a pitchfork, and every responsible person on the farm needs to be trained in their proper care and use. We keep several guns on hand and at the ready should the need arise. We also have our pet goats, chickens, 2 barn cats and a small dog (Bear) on the farm which can be threatened by animals that would never bother a horse such as coyotes and larger stray dogs. Not to mention the opossum and the raccoon that decided to take up residence in the barn a few months ago. When wild animals become comfortable in the barn trapping and relocating does not work, they just come back.

Ending life is not something that we ever take lightly, regardless of the circumstances or the animal in question. However there are times when this has to be faced, and we try to handle it with compassion and dignity for all involved. I am glad that we have never had to face most of the possibilities discussed in this post. However Melissa and I did sit down and discuss all of these potential situations at length before we accepted our first retiree on the farm. Death is an inevitable part of life, and having made decisions ahead of time on how to handle different scenarios can make very hard tasks at least a touch easier.

Now that we've written the most depressing post ever we'll move on to some much happier pictures!

Elfin, he is retired from the amateur owner hunter division; he is very much a mischief maker and whenever something is going on Elfin is sure to be in the middle of it.

Chance and Homer; Chance is a thoroughbred and Homer is an Irish bred and they are both retired show hunters. Homer is the alpha horse in his group while Chance is always the low man on the totem pole no matter who he lives with. As you can see they don't really care about herd order most of the time. The only time it really matters is at feeding times.

Some of the 'big boys' grazing. The first four across the front are Ivan, Levendi, Apollo and Elfin. Leo is in the middle and then in the back, somewhat hiding from view, are Homer and Chance.

I took these next few pictures for Jason after another round of mowing. He likes to admire his work. :)

Lovely mowing there Jason

A gorgeous blue sky and Ogie provide some nice background material for another picture of Jason's mowing
B-Rad and Asterik grazing next to each other and Ogie is grazing to the right
Buffy, retired show hunter and Cuff Links, retired pony hunter

Faune, affectionately known as the "big French guy" (he is a Selle Francais), and Sebastian, a Connemara/Irish Draught cross
MyLight (thoroughbred and retired dressage horse), Cuff Links, Harmony (thoroughbred and retired polo pony), Missy (Quarter Horse pony who worked at a dude ranch for many years before he current family bought her) and Lily (Quarter Horse/Warmblood cross who showed in the jumpers)

All lined up, Sebastian, Trillion, Winston and Ogie

Winston and Trillion; both are retired show hunters. Trillion was nationally ranked in the 4' hunters and circuit champion at the Winter Equestrian Festival

Winston and Ogie; Ogie is a retired 3-day event horse